Monday, April 10, 2006

Tomorrow... I'm supposed to sign the lease and hand over the money on my new apartment. I think... I'm going... to vomit. This is it, the point of no return... I'm scared to fucking death. Please send me strength, as this is just the beginning of the end. Or should I say it's just the beginning of the beginning? Dear god, I think I'm really gonna do this.

11 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

You can do this! Just think about how much more peaceful life will be once you're out of there.

5:46 PM  
Blogger illahee said...

you can do it, you CAN!! i am getting so excited for you!

6:17 PM  
Anonymous Becca said...

You can do this. You have to do this for both you and Em. I read every day because I worry about you both. I'll keep you in my prayers and thoughts.

8:33 PM  
Anonymous Sandi said...

Yes, Sugarplum, you certainly are going to do this!!!

Yee Haw!!! Here we go!!!!!

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(((HUGS))) And we're with you all the way!! :) :)

10:18 PM  
Anonymous Lisa said...

Of course you're going to do this!

Think about what a relief it will be to have the lease! Now you will have a place to go, you're not forced to stay where you are now. It's crucial!

And don't forget to speak to your boss immediately after moving, even the same day of moving out (or that weekend). You don't want to risk having Bub getting any of your paychecks by mistake.

Besides, your brother and SIL and daughter all know about your plans, so you really can't back out now! Hehe!

Go get the lease! Go get it! It's your key to freedom!

12:57 AM  
Blogger Joc said...

You can do this. Sending strength in bucket loads your way. Stay strong, this is the start of a whole new fantastic life for you and Em!

2:27 AM  
Anonymous jilly said...

Deep breaths, my dear! I know its scary, but once you've handed over that cheque and truly have a place that belongs to you and Em alone, you'll feel an overwhelming sense of relief. You're almost there and we're all there with you! xoxo

11:22 AM  
Anonymous Aunt Sandy said...

I am so proud of the progress you have made. You can do it. Take a deep breath, think of the humiliation, and get angry! Anger will fuel your feet. One foot in front of the other. Just use your anger to keep going.
This is a new beginning for you and Em. Fresh, peaceful and renewing. So appropriate that it is spring, don't you think?
Hugs and more and more hugs.

11:49 AM  
Blogger Dawnyal said...

I know I'm late and I'm sure that you've sign that lease already and the weight has been lifted. You know this is the best for you 2 and you are going to get through it!!!

3:22 PM  
Blogger Jen said...

Late here too....but have all the confidence in the world that you have taken that ENORMOUS leap!!

3:47 PM  
Blogger WifeMomChocoholic said...

It will be incredibly, fantastically wonderful to have FREEDOM and your own place.

6:52 PM  

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